Musings

Here you may find some of my thoughts about companionship and the nature of the relations that arise out of it 

 

 

 

November 15, 2025

 

Challenge: wear a sophisticated cologne that is both intriguing and subtle, illustrating the inter-layered facets of olphactory engineering that would not normally be considered pleasurable to a less refined palate. Hmm a hint of bergamont with underlying notes of grey peony- no not what I mean, I want notes of blood, oxidized copper and iron, with underlying notes of diesel exhaust, intermingling with saw dust and cooked meat... 

 

November 7, 2025

 

You can tell a lot about a person in their ability to follow rules and read instructions when it comes to engaging in an activity that they themselves have sought out to take part in. 

 

November 5, 2025

 

The establishment is empty... save for an overly enthusiastic bride-to-be and her soon-to-be husband to match(his shyness might be seen as a lack of enthusiasm or perhaps reluctance, more likely just a general anxiety of big events)with the unnaffected Maitre'D sporting a terribly cute hairstyle/exquisite nails. Weddings must certainly be exciting for a young couple; such a large event; quite a big to do as far as hallmark events go in a person's life (Although I can't imagine the Honeymoon night being at a Hilton Express, I'm so sorry). This has me thinking about the rendevouz between a couple, a meeting of flesh, a coupling if you will. How many such 'couplings' tend to occur in such an establishment although often times between partners not explicitly betrothed by the binding terms found in 'Holy Matrimony'. How do such meetings differ from that between bride and groom? Is it the abscence of love, or the abscence of a binding agreement that forever reshapes the lives of the two parties who engage in such an agreement? Perhaps both, the one big difference is that after the meeting(the one not proffered by the promise of eternal partnership); the two parties go their seperate ways, in agreement and quite possibly for eternity. Having engaged in the bonds that have once been said to be the catalyzing force located at the foundation of the consecration of holy matrimony, however eluding the terms of the binding contract that exists in such an arrangement. Many see this as a sort of blasphemous subversion, against the kingdom of life, other's see it as an opportunity to seize their desires and not be saddled by liminal constraints on their lives. 

 

November 5, 2025

 

Never would I have thought to meet a man who lacks basic hygeine in the same way that an infant might. Make of that what you will.

codeword: paintbrush

 

October 27, 2025

 

-Connection-

Organizing your thoughts into a collection of needs, a hierarchy emerges roughly in the form of a pyramid. What is at the top, and what is holding everything up at the bottom; serving as a foundation for all the rest? Perhaps not far from the bottom, located in a sector labeled 'emotional needs' there is a vaguely shaped space simply referred to as 'connection'. Could it be said that this particular emotional need should be considered foundational for us human beings? If so what does that look like and how is it properly met when our daily lives tend to lack such tendencies to do so in any natural or intuitive way? 
Survival in the material world is largely based on material needs, a category in which 'connection' simply does not fit into. Perhaps in a simpler time there were more natural ways to attain this fundamental emotional need, similar to how people grew their own food and harvested it not far from where they lived. Maybe you had grown up in a community where people were able to connect in more natural ways, but now find yourself in an environment that is contradictory to such an 'antiquated' style of living. Sure the money is good, but there tends to be a lacking in these other areas. 
You now find yourself purchasing just about whatever you'd like or need quite easily and in varieties on a scale previously unheard of before in terms of accessibility to the consumer. So where does one go when other fundamental needs refuse to arrive in your life in a more natural way and must be purchased, much like your food and clothing must be? It really is a difficult question and many people struggle with finding the answer to this, they might attempt round-about ways; entering relationships garnered with unseen and almost contract-like obligations/expectations, but this nebulous arrangement can often times end in dissapointment. So where does one turn if this more 'traditional' avenue for Connection is usually fraught in such a way? Where does one turn...

 

October 25, 2025

 

Gracing you with my radiant smile after you say something particularly charming, Your worries and stresses of the day seem to melt away into obscurity. A deeper relaxation envelopes you as you find yourself immersed in my subtle yet intoxicating aura... 

 

October 20, 2025

 

You find yourself in an empty room.
I'm standing on one side regarding
you with a neutral expression, an
underlying air of cold scrutiny brings a

shiver down your spine ...

With no place to sit, you feel your
knees start to become weak, each
second you spend under my gaze, the
more difficult it becomes to maintain
any semblance of composure ...

 

A cold sweat breaks out in small
beads forming on your lower back, a
realization starts to make itself known
originating in the far off regions of your
lower gut ...

 

You realize you are no longer in control,

your own bodily faculties have betrayed you.

The consistent reassurance that you're in

command of the situation and taken

for granted for so long has suddenly forsaken 

you...

 

Your mind is blank, struggling for some 

inner guidance, but all that comes up 

is emptiness. After a few moments of this 

newfound struggle, a single word surfaces 

on the edge of your conscious mind:

Submit.

 

You find yourself desperate for my approval;

Craving any and all directions that I might 

graciously bestow upon you. Seemingly 

desperate for any shred of guidance, or 

even approval. You will do almost anything 

to attain these things, no act too degrading, 

no request too depraved. You've never desired 

something so much in your life, to experience 

the approval of your mistress...

 

October 14, 2025 

 

Lessons in lust; Always prepare for the inevitable, you may need more time.

 

October 11, 2025

 

Communication is a skill, including communicating with your body; sometimes a professional is needed to help bridge this gap. Someone who intuitively understands your body's needs -for intimacy and the creature comfort that comes along with that- and just how to reach those needs. Relaxation, flattery, contact, satisfaction; the tools honed by years of creating carefully and intentionally crafted experiences. Understanding human needs on a basic level and bringing that understanding to you. 

 

October 8, 2025

 

Mariana as a concept, an entity that infiltrates your mind and rents up parts of it into another ansillary construct to serve her needs. 

 

October 7, 2025

 

"Chastity cages and their rising popularity amongst middle aged men"; I certainly hope to help continue to contribute this rising trend. 

 

October 5, 2025

 

Human Furniture, that is all(If this is you, DM me)

 

September 27, 2025

 

Likely the first of many thoughts about companionship on here, it is a broad spectrum and I appreciate the discerning taste that seeks out a more distinct experience than what might be considered the "norm"; A unique taste so to speak, gathering here to satisfy your curiosity.

 

 

(Under Construction*)